3 Notes, No Clairvoyance

I want to walk into traffic Get hit by a train See my brains out on the pavement And that makes me insane But I miss trees, and I miss my garden, I'm so sick of being a burden Can I come home? I closed my eyes and walked forward And the guy speeding stopped He rolled down his window Looked at me and said what the f*ck And I knew I couldn't stay there I had no shoes or pants And I'm no deer in headlights So I made my way back But I'm crude And I'm toxic And I can't continue living like that