Lights,Camera,Trash It!

I had a fuckin dream I had a fuckin chance And then I squandered it I see the man up in the mirror I'm not recognizing him Where's the kid I think i need to sit him down and Tell and him why I have to apologize to him, Where do I begin? Those worries of never being enough We're right, now you're on the verge of giving up Every night, you're fighting through this rut But I think I'm on the verge of fuckin blowing up But when I transcend and then transform I have creative vision in that rare form I can spit dope like its agent orange I take the axe no Liszt Borden But Half the time I don't know what I'd do with it I'm staring at the page like Imagine if I lose this shit If I lose it F*ck my body I'll abuse Read my fuckin note The shits always deeper than the music This that soul search I'm not livin on a prayer It's my own work But I'm cursed upon my grail It's been officially a full year I've been doing this And I honestly really do enjoy What I do And I Hope to keep doing it for years to come I don't really wanna stop anytime soon I have a fuckin dream I have a chance And I won't squander it I see the man up in the mirror I've been vocalizin him Where's the kid I think i need to sit him down and Tell and him why I have to apologize to him, Here's how I begin I begin with a bow and a knee Center stage When y'all finally fuckin with E I premiere ya mother fucker do it with ease Kinda easy when you been right behind on a scene I'm that Sad rapper under oath that made it out the Gutter Went from Alys way to screamin four I'm the driver to the putter I haven't hit the green But I got the fattest backing Like gymnastics teams Ya All my trails tribulations Conduct the laws of Nations To fund my operation Haters not hearin Lemme put it straight up into lamens Cause it doesn't stop here dis a franchise Imagines here to disenfranchise