Dead Inside

Wake up in someone else's skin Don't think that I'll do this again Brush all the dirt right off my clothes Wipe out the powder from my nose Scrub my teeth , wash the blood away Couple codeine, keeps the pain at bay I told you that I need some space Truth is that I'm just not okay Im asleep with the skeletons Test me I'll be the specimen Bag my up for some evidence Tell me why I'm a pessimist I just feel so Irrelevant F*ck around for the hell of it In my room I see elephants I will never be heaven sent I'm dead inside , I'll try to Find A place to hide , for just tonight I must remind myself That it's just sometimes I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless I'm wasted , I can't face shit Yeah I fucked up , can't erase it I got issues , and I miss you Now I'm stuck here , but I'll get through Yeah I heard everybody knows We all will have our highs and lows I've been down here for quite some time If I hold on !!! I'll be just fine I'm ultra , your violet I'm high as a pilot you know that I'm like this I just hate the silence I'm floating in oceans And drunk of the potions I stopped now frozen I've got to broken I'll fix me up , I'll start from scratch Right just before my heart attack Little steps , guess I'll just take it slow I'm way too strong to just let go I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless I got it , I'm toxic , obnoxious A problem , I noticed , I can't seem to focus A body , nobody , I worry , I'm sorry A locust , yeah I think I'm hopeless