Flawed

I can't help that I am broken Got these thoughts in my head can't get em out Even when your here I notice If I think hard enough I'm still alone I Can't keep feeling this way Say that but I still feel the same everyday I'm flawed I can't keep feeling this way Say that but I still feel the same everyday I'm Wish I wasn't thinking all these bad things Dreaming I could grow wings Then I'd fly away and never cry again Nah nah It's not the life for me Money doesn't grow on trees So workings all I got until go big I'm not perfect Beneath the surfaces I feel worthless I am just person looking to feel purpose But don't deserve it That's why I'm learning How to be a better me And to escape my misery Yeah And to come to terms with what I can And what I cannot be To prove that what I am is more Than everything you see in me Show you everything I want to be Yeah I wish I could control the thoughts inside my head I wish I could forget the times I tempted death I wish I could erase the times the trauma hit But then would I still be same Or someone different then I wish I could control the thoughts inside my head I wish I could forget the times I tempted death I wish I could erase the times the trauma hit But then would I still be same Or someone different then I can't help that I am broken Got these thoughts in my head can't get em out Even when your here I notice If I think hard enough I'm still alone I Can't keep feeling this way Say that but I still feel the same everyday I'm flawed I can't keep feeling this way Say that but I still feel the same everyday I'm Wish I wasn't thinking all these bad things Dreaming I could grow wings Then I'd fly away and never cry again Nah nah It's not the life for me Money doesn't grow on trees So workings all I got until go big I can't explain why I Feel lonely at night Even though when I'm alone in bed I can't explain why I Feel lonely at night Even though when I'm alone in bed I've got these demons here they're locked in my head