My Pain (feat. MindLe$$)

I can't explain my pain I'm suffocating I can't escape my fate I'm slowly fading Yeah, I'm suffocating Dealing with this pain inside me Is killing my patience But they don't really understand I don't hold my life into the grip of my own hands Stuff is just crashing around me Everyday I wake up And these feelings surround me But they don't really get it though All I hear is don't be negative They say I need to grow Yeah, I should get with the program Of people keeping people from Peeking inside of their heads At least that's what I'm programmed After all the ones who hurt me You'd think I would've learned that Yeah, I hate myself Everyday I wish that I was somebody else and I Know you wanna make me forget that Show me I should love myself But I don't deserve that I feel like I'm a hopeless stupid waste of time It's just my state of mind If you ask I'll say I'm fine I can't help it's my design Maybe I should go resign It gets better That's a lie Yeah, I can't deal with the stressing Over people who can't understand how I think Maybe this is why I never say something When people ask how I am I don't feel trusting I can't explain my pain I'm suffocating I can't escape my fate I'm slowly fading I can't explain my pain I'm suffocating I can't escape my fate I'm slowly fading Yeah F*ck pain I hate it Makes me feel so ordained Got scars from wars And only hate was gained Taught me how to love storms Now I hate the rain It's hard to ease this pain it won't fade away Yeah no novacaine That his pain Now it's my pain Not Nagato's We got scars We've been through wars So honorable Play stupid games with me Win stupid prizes love's a carnival Hate is what I hate So love is what I gotta do Cause love is dead Nowadays this shit is getting horrible Our pain, our pain What you know about it? No bullshit no more Shit I won't allow it Just minding my business And somehow I still feel the pain afflicted Tell me love again too much peace is missing I'm trying to be better but you made me restricted Cut out the pain F*ck fate get to know the difference I'mma make my own existence I can't explain my pain I'm suffocating I can't escape my fate I'm slowly fading I can't explain my pain I'm suffocating I can't escape my fate I'm slowly fading