Nobody

In all this time I've been working I think I'm learning That my dreams of going big in the music game Is just kinda crazy I've been at this for years And yet I'm still not famous I think, I think I hate this I know I've gotta shake this To think that someone like me Could ever be someone Making music part time is starting to be a full time job It's hard to balance it Life and all of its hardest hits The voices in my head saying quit I'm getting sick of it I put all of my time and effort into these songs Hoping that I'm moving up But feeling like just moving on I feel like nothing I do makes any bit of difference Its like my life's going nowhere, and all my hopes are distant I wish I wasn't the person thats writing all these words Wasting all my time on a dream that isn't gonna work If only I could just be somebody that really matters I wouldn't have to stay dreaming And stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing This harsh realities Picking away my sanity Vanishing To a place where I keep all my insecurities It's getting harder to breathe The stress crumbling me Yeah, I'm in 2020 But it's still a struggle to see What I am doing with this God what am I doing with this Maybe if I can find peace Then maybe I'll feel relief I can't keep my head from drowning down In all my biggest sorrows Waitin on tomorrow I can't keep my eyes from creeping down On all my biggest demons Wishing that I couldn't see them Yeah It's like my life is a maze And I am stuck in a daze Wipe the tears off my face While I lose track of days It's like I've lost all my days It's always work before play Yeah I know that's it sucks But I'm the one to blame Yeah I'm always negative to myself I feel so ashamed when I ask for help I wish I wasn't the person thats writing all these words Wasting all my time on a dream that isn't gonna work If only I could just be somebody that really matters I wouldn't have to stay dreaming And stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing Nobody Stop believing Stop believing I'mma Nobody Stop believing