It has been a long day

I don't feel alive, but my hearts still beating Put a noose around my neck And you say that life has meaning Eyes wide awake And you're still holding on Frown on your face And it's me that you want Looked inside my soul I can't fill this void Blurry eyes from my tears hold Weight against this world Tryin to make diamonds out of pearls Do something good with the dirt From the hurt I don't feel alive, but my hearts still beating Put a noose around my neck And you say that life has meaning I'm still searching for a way To say that I'm not leaving I want you to be happy Don't come chasing at me Life is full of dreams And I just want you to be happy I just want you to be happ Chasing me, cutting wings Anxiety, is killing me Crushing me, I can't breathe You're holding on, so tightly Wrap me up nightly I hope this don't end sadly