How Can I Lose You Without Losing Me?

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay when you ask me Whether I'm all alone or with friends, I'm still lonely Somethings killing me something deep inside of me I just wanna see your face Nightmares I wake up from feel better than reality How can I lose you without losing me? How can I lose you without losing me? Cause my heart is dying every second yea yea Heart is dying every second yea yea How can I lose you without losing me? Sleeping in the black hoodie that you gave me on my birthday Still feeling cold laying here all alone cus your body's not next to me Somethings killing me something deep inside of me I just wanna see your face Nightmares I wake up from feel better than reality How can I lose you without losing me? How can I lose you without losing me? Cause my heart is dying every second yea yea Heart is dying every second yea yea How can I lose you without losing me? Everyone says life goes on But how when I've lost my mind? I do not wanna move on If I say I do, you know I'm lying How can I lose you without losing me? How can I lose you without losing me? Cause my heart is dying every second yea yea Heart is dying every second yea yea How can I lose you without losing me? Everyone says life goes on But how when I've lost my mind?