Keep It Together

Everything I thought I knew was just a lie I already lost count of all the sleepless nights It Never crossed my mind that you'd be the type To kiss me then just leave me Thinking it's alright Never crossed my mind that I'd feel like this To lazy to get out there and to scared to make friends Not being alone was my only wish Yea thanks to you I'll never win I promised I would be aware of girls like you The ones who always take and never give to you But after all that's happened I am just confused Did you ever care at all bout what we went through One step and then another Trying my best to keep it together Tell myself I'll be better off Without you I just wanna start over Everything I thought I knew was just a lie I already lost count of all the sleepless nights It Never crossed my mind that you'd be the type To kiss me then just leave me Thinking it's alright You're tryna find your place out in the world I get it But all those things you said girl did you really mean it Never crossed my mind that you'd be the one To break another's heart before he fell in love Did you Ever feel a difference between me and you Or was I just another body for use Should've seen this coming Girls like you are my doom Can you say that you just wanna slow down And act like nothing happened then cut me out Should've seen this coming Now I know now I'm just tryna keep One step and then another Trying my best to keep it together Tell myself I'll be better off Without you I just wanna start over Everything I thought I knew was just a lie I already lost count of all the sleepless nights It Never crossed my mind that you'd be the type To kiss me then just leave me Thinking it's alright You're tryna find your place out in the world I get it But all those things you said girl did you really mean it Never crossed my mind that you'd be the one To break another's heart before he fell in love I gotta keep moving on But how can I do that when you've got me staying up all night long I wanna push through and forget about you but I can't Didn't know playing me was your plan Thought I had finally won I thought I found the girl who I'd share my world with but I was wrong Now I can see that you only saw me as a game Tell me girl was I fun to play