loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure

Getting better, I'm not getting better at this It's now or never, I should say whatever to this My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it Crawl in your body, I can feel you, feel you Thank God you're mine, won't let him steal you, steal you I hate myself because I'm not you, not you You can see that in me so I almost lost you No one asked me how I'm feeling today They only ask me if I'm free, don't care what I gotta say I spent all of last night throwing up cause I feel so ashamed It's not a really good feeling when you throw your life away I'll lay the rest of my damn life wearing this mask on my face Cause they won't know who killed that girl, it's one complicated case I wanna kill myself so I can make it all go away I'll take the pill myself, I promise that you don't gotta lace me Peel off your skin and I won't use a blade I'd rather use my nails the scratch is satisfying Oh it just takes it all away, takes it all away Getting better, I'm not getting better at this It's now or never, I should say whatever to this My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it