nope your too late (remix)

I'm not trying to ruin your fun, I know that I tried to change, but all the percs got me stuck My life's been feeling so fake, that's why I don't give a f*ck Everyone I meet is so strange, and my friends don't give a f*ck They come around for a good time, I guess that's it 'Cause when I bring up my past, it don't mean nothing to them Every time I try to vent, I just get left in the bin But when they see me on that list, it'll be too late for them I guess I'm already dead I'm not trying to ruin your fun, I know that I tried to change, but all the percs got me stuck And if I buy her that purse, maybe she might let me f*ck I know I'm doing my worst, but I ran all out of luck I know that my life really sucks Mentally ill, 'cause I got this weird obsession for love Try to be normal, but it never really feels like enough Try to be formal, but they always end up calling my bluff They come around for a good time, I guess that's it 'Cause when I bring up my past, it don't mean nothing to them Every time I try to vent, I just get left in the bin But when they see me on that list, it'll be too late for them I guess I'm already dead