what losing your only friend feels like

You don't have the right to be sad You never even had the guts to tell Margaret how you feel Listen, if you leave things the way they are now You'll regret it for the rest of your life The tears in my eyes are all cried out I don't wanna be alone or alive right now I'm running out of words, I'll try again tomorrow And all this guilt I feel, it never leaves, it always follows Almost every night I sit alone and weep in sorrow Let me guess, I fucked up again, all of the trust you let me borrow Look what you made me do The tears in my eyes are all cried out (I broke your trust once again) I don't wanna be alone or alive right now (I can't explain the way I feel, to my only friend) The tears in my eyes are all cried out (If you need a spare heart, I got one I can lend) I don't wanna be alone or alive right now (I want you to take advantage of my rotting flesh)