Sidelines

Im living like four lives When I barely want to live one If this is my peak Then I'll take my leave and have fun If this is my end Then I'll crash and leave with my pride And when it's all said and done Take it leave it in stride The world left here Isn't changed for better or worse Depending on how you know It's for better No excuses in the box when you're gone forever No excuses in the box when you're gone forever I never wanted it to be this way I want to be someone else everyday I wish I could be the man I want to be But everyday I'm stuck being little me I spent most time watchin life pass me by Omnipresent observer on the other side Never interact only there to lay back Never me as the main act You know it's rather sad Thrash and push myself out Stickin like a sore thumb By the end of it all I know I don't belong Say what you must to reassure We have our own truths that we will surely break through I never wanted it to be this way I want to be someone else everyday I wish I could be the man I want to be But everyday I'm stuck being little me I wish I could erase my past sins Trade them back for good luck and a couple wins A good night's rest and IQ points to compensate I wish I could take back and make amends Too bad that time has been gone a long time Too bad that time has been gone a long time Too bad that time has been gone a long time Too bad that time has been gone a long time