Sisyphean

As I struggle onto better I detest my overgrown fester Keep my face high Rot underneath it I'd reveal it all but I'd have to face the music I hide behind my fraudulent ego You can't take it away from me, no I know what I have always been I can't even hope to play pretend Bring myself up and knock myself down Leave myself in limbo in middle ground I know what I have always been I can't even hope to play pretend When my time comes I can't even find the words to say When my time comes I'll think back on better days There were never better days Every day was all the same Now it's over for me I did nothing worth a see I hide behind my fraudulent ego You can't take it away from me no I know what I have always been I can't even hope to play pretend Bring myself up and knock myself down Leave myself in limbo in middle ground I know what I have always been I can't even hope to play pretend