Torture

It's been a tough few weeks, lately I've been feeling sad I just wanna get rid of this misery I have Yeah, it's been pushing me down to the floor You ask me how I'm feeling but I don't want you to know But I don't think I'm depressed, I just feeling down My eyes start tearing up whenever I just hear the sound Of your name, I thought I'd deal with it, but in reality it's torture to my brain Since that day it all isn't the same, The sky isn't blue anymore it's starting to turn to grey I'm Looking at the old me and I'm missing him But I don't wanna go through it all again They've been slowly killing me They've been saying I'm alone I just wanna be set free I just wanna go back to the old happy me But that's not the case anymore Stuck in my mind, trapped on the floor Yeah I've been a mess And I don't think that I'll ever get out of this Feeling like I've lost everything Yeah I feel like I'm at the edge of a cliff Wanna forget about you Don't wanna make amends Between you and I, I want to build a fence Don't take offense, but I find it crazy how you think we are fine with being friends It's been a tough few weeks, lately I've been feeling sad I just wanna get rid of the misery I have Yeah, it's been pushing me down to the floor You ask me how I'm feeling but I don't want you to know But I don't think I'm depressed, I just feeling down My eyes start tearing up when I hear the sound of your name I thought I'd deal with it, but in reality it's torture to my brain Sitting in silence, and I won't let you know That lately I've been fighting all my demons on my own Sitting in silence, and I want to let go Lately I've been setting in my bed, crying on my own