Castle of Glass

In this castle of glass I'm all alone I have four walls up To keep the emotions inside There's nowhere else for me to hide All the times that I tried All the times I had to listen to your lies Even when I say that I'll be alright I can't unsee the way you destroyed me Breaking down my walls And shattering me like glass The nightmares of my self influence I'm afraid to let go and be okay Broken mirrors scattered all around me Blood dripping from the knife by my bed Stains on my shirt from the dry blood Throwing my emotions into a jar Leaving em gathering dust I keep everything inside an empty glass And say that I'll be back later Only to leave it there alone on my shelf I put up borders around my window To keep myself occupied With the voices in my head In this castle of glass I'm all alone I have four walls up To keep the emotions inside There's nowhere else for me to hide All the times that I tried All the times I had to listen to your lies Even when I say that I'll be alright I can't unsee the way you destroyed me Breaking down my walls And shattering me like glass All the pain behind my eyes I drink the pain away Keeping my galss empty Constantly pouring a new glass Constantly smoking till I can't breathe If death is my occupation Then let me leave in hearse Maybe then I could finally be a rest I'm tired of being on the edge of death Tired of being alone in this bed Tired of constant pain and death Tired of the fake love you plant in my head Yeah I'm tired of being left on read In this castle of glass I'm all alone I have four walls up To keep the emotions inside There's nowhere else for me to hide All the times that I tried All the times I had to listen to your lies Even when I say that I'll be alright I can't unsee the way you destroyed me Breaking down my walls And shattering me like glass