Darkness

Save me from the darkness as you set me free Let me see where the light shines at the end of the tunnel Save me from the sadness I breathed in my heart Someone save me from the darkness I used to fall apart And let me be free from this darkness I've used as an art I've let down my guard and it's slowly ripped me apart The impact has killed me inside my heart All I see is dark shadows dressed in black Feeling dead its giving me a heart attack It's time unpack my emotions and get back on track I lack self support I hate being myself If only I could just let go of my pain and store it on the shelf Half my life has been the outcome of self abuse I refuse to accuse myself in this life I'm to confused With all my time climbing back to the surface All I've felt was worthless nervous and powerless Save me from the darkness as you set me free Let me see where the light shines at the end of the tunnel Save me from the sadness I breathed in my heart Someone save me from the darkness I used to fall apart And let me be free from this darkness I've used as an art My soul has departed from my chest And my life is a mess All this stress lingers in my head And I'm laying here stressing in my bed All I'm seeing is fire blazing at the darkness Maybe all this time I've been living in Hell Screaming at myself for a while now Nobody can hear me make a sound Every cut in my arm with this self harm Blood dripping from my forearm This strain on my brain has control over me You can see the pain in my eyes when you look at me Save me from the darkness as you set me free Let me see where the light shines at the end of the tunnel Save me from the sadness I breathed in my heart Someone save me from the darkness I used to fall apart And let me be free from this darkness I've used as an art I kneel at my grave while I ask myself why Is this not how I was supposed to die Sometimes I let my voices make my choices And you just laugh at me when I say that I'll be okay I'm stuck corrupted with my self hate Wait I can't leave now cause it's just to late To say I am not okay with this selfish hate And you say that you're helping me with this pain I blame myself for this hatred of pain It's what's wrong with me being insane Dropping off the map and I become the darkness This isn't a game I'm not harmless Save me from the darkness as you set me free Let me see where the light shines at the end of the tunnel Save me from the sadness I breathed in my heart Someone save me from the darkness I used to fall apart And let me be free from this darkness I've used as an art Be aware and stay conscious of the darkness And help me bleed out my carcass Everyone watches my self hate like a game If they want me dead I'll just shoot and aim Reign on me in the rain For my valentine has been the thorne in my back Like the Black Plaque I'll be erased from existence Cause you refused to give me some assistance You kept your distance with persistence Save me from the darkness as you set me free Let me see where the light shines at the end of the tunnel Save me from the sadness I breathed in my heart Someone save me from the darkness I used to fall apart And let me be free from this darkness I've used as an art