House of Pain

I'm trapped in this maze With no light shining through I'm drowning in the pain I let come through The feeling of pain in my chest Bleeding arms and pain in my rest All I'm able to feel is this unbearable painful shame I'm self medicating so it goes away But the end game of this world doesn't have my name I'm drowning in this house of my pain And I feel the pain running through my veins I can't take it away so face the demons today I sit back and see the demons in my eyes I can't take it anymore I feel it beginning to rise I feel the world changing within me Can't take this twisted bliss anymore My life is a wreckage of self influenced pain I make the world burn in the rain I let it sync it's fangs into my life Hoping I can take self control But I'm burning my life into a never ending war Within myself Within myself I dream of better days And the storm clouds begin to rain I let my demons reign over me And I can't set them free What have I become? Why is everything I touch turn to ash? Burning the remains into this Hell of mine Black eyes with a develish smile on my face I feel the world changing within me Can't take this twisted bliss anymore My life is a wreckage of self influenced pain I make the world burn in the rain I let it sync it's fangs into my life Hoping I can take self control But I'm burning my life into a never ending war Within myself Within myself I'm running out of time In this house of pain Because of myself influence