Numb To Everything

Whoa I never meant to say goodbye Whoa I've been brainwashed by my own deception My intentions never met my expectations And I'm numb to everything I've been a burden on my own shoulder The closer I get to self control the more numb I get I gotta stand tall like a soldier I'm a citizen to my own devotion I can't let go of everything Nobody can see my tears cause I hide behind my smile And I'm left feeling numb to everything Yeah I'm just a citizen of my own pain Left in the the rain of my own war Fighting for my life just like a soldier Just so in the end I could finally get some closure There's no place in my head for your sympathy No matter what you say I can't let you get the best of me And I know that It all leads me to believe that you are the only way But something inside me pushes me away I never meant to leave my heart so cold Ohh I never meant to leave my heart so cold And I never meant to say goodbye goodbye