Open Book

I can't help but feel dead inside All the lies you say Are a open book I keep reading every line over and over Hoping that each time It makes me more sober And If I go back to the good old days The maybe I would know what else to say And I know that I am not enough You're lies are layed out in a paragraph I try not to laugh And the tears down my face Are just not enough for you Not enough for you No its not enough for you I can't help but feel dead inside All the lies you say Are a open book I keep reading every line over and over Hoping that each time It makes me more sober But the sober I get the more hope is lost I'm feeling dead It's not the way I need to be Stopping the tears And over the years I'm trying so hard to let you go And unable to find the words And now that you are gone I hope one day I can be okay If losing hope is the only way Then please let me where I should go