Patience

I'm breaking You're mistaken My heart is racing I've been chasing Saving all my hope for a saying And playing mind games while I'm fading Less of a chance to be faking Taken for granted I'm shaking All of the memories of draining all my patience Taking my heart and ripping it and aching from the pain Fading all I have into the darkness and the rain I blame myself for all my pain Take what you want from me You already took my soul and watched me bleed You left me for dead now I dread my last breathe I live in a self influenced nightmare Where I only have the ability to hate myself All of this time you've been dragging me to Hell Well you succeed when I fell Now that I'm here I can smell the sulfur in the air It's all come down to my intentions that you didn't care I'm breaking You're mistaken My heart is racing I've been chasing Saving all my hope for a saying And playing mind games while I'm fading Less of a chance to be faking Taken for granted I'm shaking All of the memories of draining all my patience Impatience on my patience when I'm left fading Invading my own way of escaping Displaying all of the betraying Explaining all of the mistaken For all those who you've shaken Drowning in the world of your invasions Saving all my hope for a better generation Separation on my dedication Medication for my self evaluation Devotion to my self validation Adaptation to the surface of my situation I'm breaking You're mistaken My heart is racing I've been chasing Saving all my hope for a saying And playing mind games while I'm fading Less of a chance to be faking Taken for granted I'm shaking All of the memories of draining all my patience