Surrender

The edge is just a footstep away All I ever remember is the pain And the way you ruin my day So I shoot for the stars for a better day Only for it to let me down the wrong way Only to feel my breathe fade away This is the outcome of my life Each day it sharpens the knife As it drives deeper into my chest Until I've reach the end and take my final breath I hope once I'm away I can finally be at rest I'm tired of feeling the stress Tired of the second guess Oh, I am six feet from the end of my story And I'm so close to the edge So far gone from the ledge I'm so close to the point of no return Every time I try it's just a step closer to the burning fire As my deceased heart takes me higher Burning trees down and laying around passed out And it's all because of this self doubt The edge is just a footstep away All I ever remember is the pain And the way you ruin my day So I shoot for the stars for a better day Only for it to let me down the wrong way Only to feel my breathe fade away In the shadows where the darkness lingers, I'm dancing on the edge with trembling fingers. The weight of the world upon my shoulders, Echoes of silence, growing emotions So close to surrender, in the abyss in sight Searching for strength to embrace the night. Torn between hope and the urge to fall, I'm on the edge, where whispers call The edge is just a footstep away All I ever remember is the pain And the way you ruin my day So I shoot for the stars for a better day Only for it to let me down the wrong way Only to feel my breathe fade away I'm on the edge of surrender One jump away from my dismember So close to being just remembered I'm falling, I'm falling I just need someone to help me I'm falling So close to surrender