This Is My Kindom (I Made In My Brain)

Let's Go No matter how much I scream The pain only gets worse If you can't help me now You'll be driving my hearse Every breath digs my grave deeper I'm waiting for the reaper To come knocking on my door I can't fight this anymore Slit my wrist and hope you remember All the good you could have done Death has won and I tried to call for help You slammed the fucking door in my face And said "Now is not the time or place" You threw me to the curb Now I'm laying beside my corpse I'm nothing more than your memory You obviously don't care about me Why should I care about you? You stuck the gun to my head And then sealed it with a kiss That kiss was my kiss of death Now I'm finally at rest Come to my playground Come on let's play This is my kingdom I made in my brain I might seem crazy You might seem sane But we are humans and this is how we play Relentless deliverance from evils Most devour from the ignorance and its blistered skin Risking it all for everything I see you lurking behind them curtains I know you've been searching to devour me You wanna hurt me, but I'm doing all the murking Your eyes are full of lies Now I'm so alive Why ain't you smirking I'm the devil's favorite little demon All my life I've been violent and cursing now You'll see me in the shadows Your silent in person started off on the wrong side Now it's time to hop into my wonderland There's no time to run There's no time to escape I'm broken within these four walls I'm hearing the voices in my head I'm broken You're broken I'm broken within these four walls Come to my playground Come on let's play This is my kingdom I made in my brain I might seem crazy You might seem sane But we are humans and this is how we play You scream you lie You tell me I need to die I'm digging my grave I'll engrave my name into stone Walking into the unknown I don't condone murder But I'll murder this soul I call home All you do is bitch and cry Telling me goodbye My soulless body remains dormant You're begging me to die I'm begging you to burn alive You're begging me to die I'm begging you to burn alive Come to my playground Come on let's play This is my kingdom I made in my brain I might seem crazy You might seem sane But we are humans and this is how we play You scream you cry Why did you even try? I can hear you say you're gone At the break of dawn I can't undo what you did I've got a headache from all I've submit You're committed to being my pain And I'm not to blame I'm not to blame I've given it up To bring all down You say you're leaving now The pressure is killing me Nothing can describe what you're doing to me You're not my first mistake The pain you caused me made me break Broken from your embrace You've taken my soul without a trace You've erased my soul from my embrace I will not bow And this I vow I will not break My soul I see to proclaim And I'm painless Let's Go