Therapy Session

ImJred670 Smiled through the pain while going through my depression I'm wanting to be better, I'm lost in my direction I'm chasing a high, running away from my reflection Scared to face the person who was in me everyday To help cope with the pain, I'm popping my prescription Two years later, no refills, I'm thinking how I'ma get it Turn right to the streets, feel like nobody could help me Now I'm on that fentanyl, I'm bout to OD, I can't breathe And I'm aware, but I can't stop, I'm going crazy Thinking how am I gon' live, how am I gon' see my babies All these thoughts be running through my head while I be high But once I'm sober, I don't think, just only how to get supply Took a lot right to the nose, now my brain fried Feel like a burden, it'd be better if I probably died All this pressure on me and I'm just making it worse And all these blues around me, it's not Benjis, it's just perks I'm fighting this shit daily, yeah, it hurts I'm wasting everyday, time keeps flying I'm aware, but I'm not okay, just gotta make it one more day With no drugs in my system, & I relapsed ten times and never quit, and now I'm straight Been a year ain't made no music, I was building up my strength This a fight that I fight, throw my anger right on those weights Lookin' healthy and handsome, so keep your bitch right out my face And now the vibration, I'm in a different time, a different place I made it far from where I came, small progression, celebrate Hand up on my heart, I walk my journey, learning down the way Walking through with a different smile up in my face Smiled through the pain while going through my depression I'm wanting to be better, I'm lost in my direction I'm chasing my high and running away from my reflections Scared to face the person who was in me everyday