I Pray a lot

Why do you always seem to call me When there's point zero on the clock Please pick up the phone F*ck, pick up My God I pray a lot But I still don't know what I'm doing What are you doing I'm in my room and I just look at all my music Mmhmm I have some friends but some of them are a bad influence Bad influence yay Yeah, sometimes I feel like I be acting so damn stupid So fucking stupid Why do I try sometimes Why does trust issues compromise A relationship that just starts with lies You say it's all my fault But it starts with you You lying to my face What the f*ck I do Damn, I don't deserve that no Look, why don't you go back home Cause you're not welcome here no more, damn I start to realize, that lately, I feel like I'm wasting my time My heart and peace is so compromised They are not safe in your hands, and that one's on you It is okay, you can do what you do I won't bother, call you You text me now, I'll text you back in like an hour or two You only give me time when you got nothing to do You only give me time when you got something to lose I don't wanna play those games Cause I see the field, I learn the levels I do you how you do me now, but I just do it better I'm so damn fed up, now I've got a lot to do I write my songs, I admit now that I improved I can't sleep, I make music Now just in my room I make beats, you steal beats now from youtube Imjunee I dedicate my life to you, with real tunes I'm tryna change a life or two It's a big mood, but No one believes that Motherfuckers now got something to say All these girls now love playing these games They Distracted as f*ck, I got something to say I sit at home and I just pray Nothing works though I pray a lot But I still don't know what I'm doing What are you doing I'm in my room and I just look at all my music Mmhmm I have some friends but some of them are a bad influence Bad influences Yeah, sometimes I feel like I be acting so damn stupid So fucking stupid Yeah, I get anxiety from all these things I test the tides, I'm spreading my wings I do not fold I'm making music now when I am home I make these hits, produce them all too I made them all in my studio bedroom I work real hard, I put in the work These dreams seem far, I establish me first I'm real pissed off cause this shit don't work Maybe it's cause I'm putting everything first Maybe it's cause I'm always thinking about the worst Maybe I need to take a break from the hurt This shit is too much my heart about to burst Say that you love me, but don't put in work Actions speak louder than words F*ck it, I guess it's my turn It's about time that you learn Look, I am the realest I really don't need the shit I'm finding my sound, so let's make music Someone tryna bring me down, but I ain't with it And I don't really like the doubt, but I been doubting Whatchu mean I ain't got what it takes Looked and I'm all in I f*ck with the stakes I'm about to be the reason why the earth just shakes For real I pray a lot But I still don't know what I'm doing What are you doing I'm in my room and I just look at all my music Mmhmm I have some friends but some of them are a bad influence Bad influences Yeah, sometimes I feel like I be acting so damn stupid So fucking stupid