Lost in The Struggle

Yeah It's 7 in the morning right now You know at At this point, is it ever gonna fucking happen Come on Yeah Lost in the sea Lost kid chasing his dreams Nobody believed in me, but it's okay I just think I'm the greatest of all time And I'm just home making rhymes I got potential to be great, but I just love wasting time I've been around the world and back, but don't know the answers I need the fucking cheat cheat now Cause I can't go around just guessing I'm the leader of my pack and that shit kind of wack I'm going around in circles now cause I can't get on track The last thing I wanna do now is be like my dad Just getting all these girls pregnant Eventually and just dash Ain't no child support No income in the books I ain't out in the streets And I ain't out with the crooks I be home making my beats My head is all in these books I'm studying all my fucking idols All their cadence and hooks What kind of beats do they make What's the vocab they use I study the game just in and out It's something I learned to do I'm chasing the dream I don't even know if it can happen for me I pray a lot and I just might have to leave Might go to the army now Maybe it's something I need I'm losing hope I'm losing sleep I think I'm losing the dream Yeah I've been doing this now for a while I think it's time that I should move on Lately, see I've been feeling down And I guess no one can save me I've been doing this now for a while I think it's time that I should move on Lately, see I've been feeling down And I guess no one can save me Damn Look What do I do I really can't stay here forever Mom's house, up in the booth I'm making song after song I'm really down in the blues I'm trying to figure it out now But I just feel like I'll lose Got nothing to prove Recently, my life's been stuck on a loop I listen to Russ and J Cole in my room I replayed all that I've done Man, that shit was not cool I've broken some rules Lord give me a clue I don't really know what to do I'm bout to leave to the army But if I quit ill never get it And that thought just haunts me I bet on myself i'm all in nobody believed I'm chasing this dream the easy Way seem better to me F*ck do you mean Maybe I could shine if I reached those heights Probably learn how to fly cause I have the might I don't know I took my time with this shit Russ said trust the what not the when And the If Bitch I've been doing this now for a while I think it's time that I should move on Lately, see I've been feeling down And I guess no one can save me I've been doing this now for a while I think it's time that I should move on Lately, see I've been feeling down And I guess no one can save me