19

I wanna run away, and fly up to the clouds Its all in just the same I don't belong here anyways I feel so detached from reality Who I am and supposed to be I have goals, and passion and family But lately its felt like I won't make to 19 Everything feels so loud, but when I look around there not a sound My heart beating inside my head And my hearts so done It wants me dead Waking up with tears in the morning, and floods at night My bed being my only safe ride Titanic of emotions, broken apart So many explosions So many passengers Yet I'm the only one who died I feel so detached from reality Who I am and supposed to be I have goals, and passion and family But lately its felt like I won't make to 19 I feel so detached from reality and myself I pray everyone was wrong and I won't go to hell I've tried to reach out but It all feels so dark I'm so sorry to everyone but if only u knew…this isn't even just the start I wanna run away and fly up to the clouds And once I lie down, my brain won't feel so loud