Back & Forth

I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul And I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul I could never be the one To tell my people That I really couldn’t take it If I was just on my knees And I just couldn’t breathe And you were asking If I’m okay if I can make it I swear that I can make it Just give me a chance If I have it all together Would I be a man Or would I be different When you are just looking and Giving me a glance Cause i’m only human The pain is consuming I know that it’s harder to tell And something is off But I couldn’t tell you Cause I ain’t been feeling myself Running in circles I don’t want to hurt you So I am just playing the court And I’m playing my mind Like I’m playing a game And that’s why it is back & forth It’s back & forth I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul And I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul Really isn’t for anybody Cause they making everybody The people that are going through the pain And I’m calling for anybody The cricket of many bodies Cause I am just getting up in the way Everybody’s gonna walk around Ain’t nobody gonna stop They never turn around Ain’t nobody gonna care When I hit the ground But they They will when I’m not around Honestly they never care for me now But if you take a look at my health You could see that i'm down And I guess you could say But hey look at me now And if you open your eyes Then maybe you’ll hear the sound Of heart break A train wreck Of mistakes And regret It hangs on Til i’m dead So I guess I’m in debt Again I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul And I am here Drowning out the innocence What’s to fear I guess I’m in my head again But I don’t Think I’m ever coming home I’m all alone It’s for my soul If I run from my life I’ll be closer to death My room isn’t cleaned Cause my life is a mess I’m picking it up Don’t know where to begin I’m getting it started Beginning to end Doing it right Feeling amazing It’s crazy how time Can make all the changes I’m making tonight A night for the ages I’m writing my lines To shoot for the greatest I know I that won’t I’m just making an impact Want to be something It’s Tyler he made that All on my own And nobody can take that Writing, and singing and rapping I’ll make stacks And I’m saying it now That I will manifest it And I promise I won’t be Someone to mess with