Bad Day (feat. H3 Music)

I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough Yea I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough Just another bad day and I'm lonely Wish I always knew, I wish somebody told me That its harder when you pave the way No gift of grace that is ever coming to save me Please, I've been stuck on time There's been way too much Buried in my mind Music on another level My mental still declines If I didn't have the people that I do Or the music id be gone now Don't got no table, lay it all out I've been trying to build it up from the ground now But its harder that it seems When you're going through things I don't even want to say it out loud, I won't Is it sign that I am weak My mind is filled with anxiety I just wanna be alone At home, I'm free My health's at an ATL But it should not be I'm lost sulking with the rest of me I'm not heart broke I don't miss a thing Criticize myself God is not helping Tell me what is going on Tell me what is going on Have I lost myself Will I move along How'd I get so low I don't belong But I never did Why I write these songs I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough Yea I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough My mind space in a dark place Had to write it out again Getting harder with a fake face Everybody noticing I'm working at a different pace But they think i'm balling out Excited for a new phase Yea I got a lot of new stuff Heard it all before this Planned it for a few months It's a whirlwind Struggling but privately I guess you'll never know Try to open up to people That I never did before Hear it in a song You will hear it in a flow Asking me in person I will never let you know Been building up inside of me I gotta let it go Depression weighing heavily I guess its knocking on my door again I'm alone again, and my soul will get A bit cold again I'm wishing that I had a better way To explain every single little thing That is going on in my brain It's like if you had Everything coming up from your past Asking your dreams if they really will last Work at a job that's been blowing your gas Tank running low, I don't think that I can Falling to pieces no longer intact Questioning God, was it really your plan Is the devil at hand When I brake for a moment I'm stabbed in the back Keeping my head down I don't wanna talk Any energy I don't want Imma block Got a million different enemies They're singing in the song They been getting better Cause I don't remember them Being so strong No I don't remember them Being so damn strong I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough Yea I know I'm messed up Thinking I could use a hug Just a bad day, that is always my luck Left alone with all of my thoughts Like I never get enough, it's tough