Betrayed (feat. MegaSin)

I feel betrayed, I feel broken Like everyone is playing with my Emotions They stab me in the back They're two faced humans Only plan was to attack Someone that I became so close with Tore me down on a live Then they started ignoring me Not answering a text And its got me questioning things You would say, do all things with the love And the kindness that we have But the second I would go and turn away You would show your true colors And its not a pretty face Started drama between me and some other folks Convincing yourself im the issue, thats a joke Sad part is I know you know I know you know Spreading lies like you really have no control Ive been dealing with depression and im never getting sleep Having panic attacks, I deal with PTSD Im fragile but agile Calm but im stressed Saying I take it all personal is getting me tense And all of the mess, is getting all of my attention So you have my attention I feel betrayed, I feel broken Like everyone is playing with my Emotions They stab me in the back They're two faced humans Only plan was to attack To my sister A friend but not blood Used to fight over things that were back in the day Now were doing it again cause youre game started surfacing But tell me, do you really think that im gonna play Really getting jealous cause im better than you are At the things you love to do Now I see how dark your heart really is Saying that youre not the same, cause you changed Oh really then I succeeded where you dreamed it and I thanked you all the way You taught me what I know, but your hating never changed Called my friend gorgeous, you were lying to her face When I know you werent a fan Complain about her everyday Never liked my friend, she was always here to stay I tried to be there for you, but you dont deserve me You were never there for me And I swear im that im done No more mistakes I dont have the room for you anymore Okay, okay I feel betrayed, I feel broken Like everyone is playing with my Emotions They stab me in the back They're two faced humans Only plan was to attack And to the woman that has brought me in this world I dont know what to say I tried my best to be there for you when you needed me You took advantage anyway Faking suicidal thoughts to get out of trouble Meanwhile you dont even care to know my struggles You got me where you want me, and I wanna escape Its really hard to leave somebody that used to clean up your face When I need you now, you always make it about yourself Never confront the problem, I had to learn to stand my ground Blaming me for issues, I dont wanna be around Telling you I might have cancer And you flip it around Saying mine really might have come back You never understand Where the problems really at Its like you gotta control everything that you can touch Im not the reason for your struggles And I swear ive had enough Its all your fault I've had enough Maybe im not making sense anymore Head is so scattered My thoughts are all over the floor Im angry that I care too much I hate that I have no friends When Im needing some Now im back to square one I gotta build myself up But the weight is a ton I know im not alone But it really packs a punch Im just being honest And im sorry if its blunt Losses come in threes Hopefully, this will be The end of the darkness over me And thanks for the memories I dont know what is meant to come next but I may stumble, and I may crumble But ill always get back up My wife and daughter will be there for me And no one can tell me thats not love Love