Family

This is my story, this is how im gonna tell it You don't like what I'm saying Then you do not have hear it Its how I feel with what I deal In every single way It's how I live, and how I see When I live my life every day Can't help but feel down Depression Spread around like An Infection Hearing lies but I'm Confessing Use the music I'm Obsessing Making songs just in A Session Mistakes but it's A lesson I'm not looking for Attention Cause my life is still A Blessing There's nothing that you could say to me For my loved ones I will bleed Love em for eternity They been next to me through it all Helping heal the wounds that I have caused They make the problems fade away I'd take a bullet any day For any one of them Cause they mean everything to me Cause when I feel im going under They give air to breath Only some have seen me broken And still gave me peace In my opinion, thats the definiton of a family Family This is what I wanted to say to you Family I know that there's lot Were going through Family This is what I wanted to say to you Family Here's to you To my Father, Mother, Sister, Brothers This is what I want to say I want to let you know that I still think about you every day Even in the moments, when getting along just ain't our thing I'll always get your back I hope that you can say the same I know that time is passing by And It is hard to see We like to sit and reminisce about the memories Good or bad At least it helped us grow A true family connection That I love to show I could never say That I would trade you all for anybody Cause I get to have a laugh Make some jokes I know ain't funny But on the other hand If I really needed you Sometimes you got me thinking twice If you were coming through It doesnt mean that you cant pick me up when I am blue And it doesnt mean that you dont love me, or that I, you But sometimes I really wonder If Im only being used Most of this was written long ago I just want to shed some light I just want to see us grow I dont want it to be the same Same old same old Though were facing battles Im hoping that you know, you know That I dont want lose relationships I try to put out every fire that is on the bridge But its never gonna work If im the only one doing it Im just asking for your help If you never want to ruin it And I know we aint the same anymore Losing half the family By not picking a door I wish it never changed But its hard to ignore All the people that got me thinking Do they care anymore Like do they care anymore