Grow

Soft lit skies, set the tone For me to finally settle down And I realized, its time to grow And I have to do it alone This is why i'm here Started to figure it out Id rather disappear But they still need me now Finding the words to say To everyone around I guess im sorry for not speaking I'm just feeling down I'm needing to grow and pull away Struggling with the choices in my life I need to make I've fallen down again, in a couple of pieces I'm trying to fix it all, before I am needed cause im People pleasing, and its getting too hard I'm just trying to take myself up out the dark I need to evolve, i'm choosing me So give me some space Don't need to be scolded, like I didn't notice My brain is all over the place No this isn't new, yea i've been here before Music is therapy, the real I cant afford But its enough for me, an outlet I feel safe I give it all to God, then write my heart on the page Soft lit skies, set the tone For me to finally settle down And I realized, its time to grow And I have to do it alone You might feel good You might feel stuck Thinking i'm never gon move You might be silent You might be saying What's next? don't know what to do You will never see the progress When you're still going though it So when you find yourself pausing Appreciate what you're doing No you're not where you used to be Know that its hard but cant you see You're in a different place Changing the pace I'm hoping that you can breathe Every once in a while Hope that you put on a smile True and genuine, be happy Wear it like its your style Lack faith, i've been looking for hope NF be the way that I cope Dear God, I haven't spoke to you In a long long time, but I promise i'm trying I know it gets hard, but I swear ill be alright Ill be alright Not going down down down without a fight Another round its in my sights I'm gonna drown drown drown out every town Before i'm found found found by the sound of Soft lit skies, set the tone For me to finally settle down And I realized, its time to grow And I have to do it alone