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Well I Have found myself wondering why Every conversation seems dry When I talk to me, myself, and I Oh I I don't wanna talk to myself I've been doing it way too much For a moment thought I lost myself Then the music that I make came clutch It's taken a minute To write all the feelings For all the things that I have inside I been going through a lot Got a lotta problems There's a lot in me that I still despise But ill be alright There's something better in my future I can tell this time Think I'm ready to face the day That I came to change But it doesn't even matter anyway I don't want it to stay It's a game that I play It's been going back and forth But it won't move away I Have found myself wondering why Every conversation seems dry When I talk to me, myself, and I Oh I Talk to my demons I'm making some friends Persuading me Hear em begging again They want to take over They want me to end Pretend that I'm not But I've been hesitant Choose what I'm wanting I'm weighing the pros and the cons Suffering ends and I get to meet God But I will be hurting the family the friends If I choose to move on, it's wrong I am sorry if you think that I am failing With everything inside my life Don't know it's overwhelming Don't wanna keep concealing Everything that I am feeling But they don't seem to notice When my floor becomes the ceiling I Have found myself wondering why Every conversation seems dry When I talk to me, myself, and I Oh I