Internal Warfare

Been a day or two Am I still alive I’ve been waiting here Cause I’m numb inside And My life is fast But I still survive Suicidal thoughts But I’ll be alright I’m not made to die I was born to live I hate to get But I love to give Make a memory And then reminisce Of all the goods times That I’d hate to miss And I still fight When I can’t write And My heads clouded With dark skies When I have a tear But I can’t cry When i say yes But I don’t try Have the truth But I still lie Like I’m okay But I’m not fine Cause I like me But I hate me At the same time Cause It’s an internal warfare The place that I become scared Cause It’s an internal warfare The place that I become scared I want to take it away Can you take it away I Don’t want all of this pain I’m just looking for change And a place to be safe Can you take it away I want to take it away I Don’t want all of this pain I’m just looking for change I’m fighting battles Without knowing it’s a war My lack of motivation Leaves me here without a sword I’m unequipped I had no time for preparation I’m thinking on my feet As I’m tossed in situations I'm bouncing left and right Choosing what’s wrong or right Try to look for justice In a world that is Full of ice Isolation No relations Panic when it’s face and face and It’s starting up anxiety That’s why I never leave to face them Cause It’s an internal warfare The place that I become scared Cause It’s an internal warfare The place that I become scared I want to take it away Can you take it away I Don’t want all of this pain I’m just looking for change And a place to be safe Can you take it away I want to take it away I Don’t want all of this pain I’m just looking for change Internal Internal Internal warfare Internal Internal Internal warfare Internal Internal Internal warfare Internal Internal Internal warfare Internal warfare Internal warfare