Invisible

I dont see myself anymore Just someone that I used to know Maybe one day I wont feel so low Maybe one day I wont be invisible Im the shadow of a ghost And nobody's gonna know When I pack up all my stuff Ill be silent, hit the road I dont even want to tell nobody Where im gonna go Cause if im being honest Couldnt tell you that I know Looking for a journey I dont want no destination Ill be following the path That my father has created Ill be going with the flow Cause im boutta sell my soul Just to get a glimpse of everything Of where I wanna go Got me thinking Is it worth it Only human Im not perfect Dont feel like I deserve it Disappearing on the surface Im looking for myself But I dont look behind the curtain I swear I need the privacy When everyones denying me I start to lose the side of me Thats pure enough to go and float around But now I think it has a leak Afraid of when I start to sink Losing all the values that I had When I was younger Changing personalties Collide into each other Then I start plunder Am I developing a disorder Falling deeper in the rabbit hole Alice inside the land of wonder I just want to go back To the kid with a heart Overflowing and attached Im so mad That im becoming everything I never wanted Can you save that Piece inside of me I never wanna lose that I swear that im exhausted Ive been running this for days Blame the world for growth But im the one thats in the way The man inside the mirror Started slowly losing face I look at every moment How'd I never see the change Im lost inside the memory I wanna hit replay I know that ill get over it I think its just a phase Uncertain of my destiny So what am I to chase My brain has got me clowning So I leave it in a cage Started the fun but its poking the bear And now that its making me scared I know that its a lot to handle But I am working to make me better prepared Im lying to fear Scarring emotions, move faster For all of the Hyenas Somebody is near Theres not a lot of pride in me I feel like im the man When running without company Im full of confidence Cause when nobody is around I never get the glance Or the judging everything When they would get the chance I would rather be invisible to all of you Then have to deal with someone else Because of you I would rather be invisible to all of you So I won't have to deal with anything else But me and you I dont see myself anymore Just someone that I used to know Maybe one day I wont feel so low Maybe one day I wont be invisible