Reality Check

My feelings died We were broken Why did I fight For you, don't deserve it Now you're out of time Reality checked me Now I see I was right I can't do it this time Not gonna lie, im not real proud of myself I was changing, I would lie to myself Thinking, it's never me, she's the one that needs help Left me staying up all night, just to ruin myself But then id play it off and disregard what I felt Bro gave me reality check, I needed help Put me in my place, left my ego on the shelf I really needed space to see the worst in myself I was blind, couldn't see all the pain But I swear she said a million times that I had changed Feeling so neglected, like I didn't love her the same It was almost over, with our fight from yesterday This is why i'm gonna turn around who I am I'm supposed to be better, im supposed to be her man My anger taking over, I was acting on demand But the way that I would handle it I'd wonder who I am My feelings died We were broken Why did I fight For you, don't deserve it Now you're out of time Reality checked me Now I see I was right I can't do it this time The anger that im feeling right now Could not compare to all the pain you gave out Manipulating me until I found out Guess it wasn't what I thought I swear I really should've known and im sorry I should've saw it from the start and you're hardly Any kind of person that I should be with Making me the worst version of me Why I choose to stick around I don't know I won't deny, i've been a guy with no soul Lacking feeling where I should've cared When I found out, we were broke beyond repair Now you're fully out of time and it's over And im guessing that you never stayed sober Too many issues that were blinding, I told her Over and over and over again