Same As Before

Tell me why I feel the same as before When no ones around My demons get loud Tell me why I battle myself like its a war Were fighting again It never will end Tell me why I gotta fight for this Try to reach for something That I'm feeling at my fingertips Feel the water rushing I don't want take a dip Got me picking pieces of my life That never seem to fit Different part to every puzzle Coloring outta the lines Not made to be in a box Forever unique and one of a kind So if you don't mind I'm trying to find The part of my soul that is gone Cause if I don't find it There's no way around it A part of my heart I could never turn on Again, I'm starting to fall again I'm falling in The pit of my depression With the pressure setting in Am I alone again Am I still blending in Back when I'm on defend Stuck here inside the pin Will I get out again I don't know Deja Vu, it's like I've been here before The same situation Where I'm stuck finding the door Cause its better than When I'm laying on the floor Balling up' and crying Cause I can't do it no more Tell me why I feel the same as before When no ones around My demons get loud Tell me why I battle myself like its a war Were fighting again It never will end Why is it difficult To finding the better inside of myself Think that ill do it I feel like ill never know Screw it, its time to go Why do I feel like I never grow Patiently waiting for all of the answers I feel like I'm wasting my life And it's getting old Time for a change, and I'm motivated Inside on myself, I was meditating Fighting myself, I was aggrivated I can not take it, I'm feeling the same way as As everything when I'm loses bases So why do I chase it I'm feeling amazing and plus It's harder to trust so I'd rather be isolated Tell me why I feel the same as before When no ones around My demons get loud Tell me why I battle myself like its a war Were fighting again It never will end I know that I'm saying it never was easy But I can not take it back Walking inside of the darkness Trying to get my life on the track My heart is just full of emotion I swear that I know I can overreact It's a moment I'm trying to save That's why I picture my life with a kodak Wait sir, can you hold that While I'm waiting for whole pack While I try to get my mind back Though I don't know, think I need that Do you really think it's worth saving If I get it all, it's amazing Cause I don't think I can make it In a world not for the basement alone