Stuck With Myself (feat. Kienna Panti)

I'm stuck with myself For the rest of my life I lay awake thinking Bout that every night Nothing seems real Nothing seems right My limbs just exist Outside of my mind Staring at my ceiling when its darker times Thinkin if im understood, or alone tonight Does someone really feel this pain inside Can someone really get it And do they feel alive I have a lot of questions if you do Cause there a lot that I am fighting Just a lot that im going through Like, when youre alone, is it scary too The darkest corner of your mind Started breaking through Am I right, am I wrong How long will it go on Too much is on my mind Im running out of time I swear im out to get me And im gonna consume Any trace of happiness A pessimistic point of view Cause I'm stuck with myself For the rest of my life I lay awake thinking Bout that every night Nothing seems real Nothing seems right My limbs just exist Outside of my mind Don't even tell me You're not like the rest Honey you're wrong Cause that's what everyone says Please don't even try To understand what it's like Everyone lies So I'm trying to hide I'm stuck with myself For the rest of my life I lay awake thinking Bout that every night Nothing seems real Nothing seems right My limbs just exist Outside of my mind Sometimes I wish that somebody would know All of the pain, inside of my mind That is the kind of my soul Its like I, feel like im stuck Stuck with myself For all of the time I Time I have left Inside of the world Where I just fight my Self, mind, heart, and soul Theyre not letting go I lose self control Hate me but then save me Swear that it is getting old Its got me cornered like theres nowhere to go So if you ask if Im alright Then ill say yea to fit the mold But to tell the truth Dont know what to do Stuck here with myself Wheres my mental health I think its going down Maybe its a bad day Cause im feeling all the same ways That I feel inside the darkness But I promise ill be okay Though I'm stuck with myself For the rest of my life I lay awake thinking Bout that every night Nothing seems real Nothing seems right My limbs just exist Outside of my mind I'm stuck with myself For the rest of my life I lay awake thinking Bout that every night Nothing seems real Nothing seems right My limbs just exist Outside of my mind