Wasting Time

I'm tired of wasting time I know it's been a while I can't get you out my mind I'm always in denial Do I miss you Or do I miss us Denial Do I miss a friend Or do I miss the lust Losing my mind And my feelings for you Take time away Just to see if it's you I know that it's not I don't know what to do Being hard on myself Cause I hate I'm confused Sail in the storm Float on a boat Feel like I'm crashing With nothing but hope It's tipping me over Got nothing to hold I'll fall into the water I'm feeling so cold Hate that I get like this When I'm all alone Ain't nobody gonna save my soul I just gotta do it on my own I'll make a way to cope But I'm drowning And losing my vision The sun gives me light But there's something missing again I dont wanna waste more time with you I dont wanna waste more time with you I'm tired of wasting time I know it's been a while I can't get you out my mind I'm always in denial Do I miss you Or do I miss us Denial Do I miss a friend Or do I miss the lust Whether I did, or I didn't, doesn't make sense Between me and you, know we feel the tension Hate to move on, hate the suspense You're the only one I really hate to mention Tried to leave you in the past, but it didn't work You left me, and I'm questioning my self-worth I deserve, so much better than you You've been playing me, so what am I to do You would push me to the point that I didnt really care And now I need the space I just really need some fresh air I knew that you were cheating, having some affairs I know that I was better, they couldn't even compare To the way that I had treated you Crossed the line, your sorry's overdue Can't I learn to just get over you You ruined us forever, now we're through I dont wanna waste more time with you I dont wanna waste more time with you I'm tired of wasting time I know it's been a while I can't get you out my mind I'm always in denial Do I miss you Or do I miss us Denial Do I miss a friend Or do I miss the lust