Russels Ice Cream

When you were mine I felt at home Soon as you left I had to go I couldn't stand To see you whole I couldn't cry At night alone You were so kind You were so fine I swear my eyes Would lose control All of those guys Ain't jack to me You're wasting time just Come back to me Whittier than half the population Me and her and kisses full of passion Prettier than half the fuckin nation Skinnier than what you might imagine Doesn't really matter when you're smashin I think i could rap a little longer Trynna see you strippin off the fashion Type of shit that makes me hit it stronger Write so much about you I'm an author I think i could go a little farther Always growin green I'm like a farmer Type of shit I'm gettin from my father Speakin of I'd like to meet your mother Tell her i've been fallin for her daughter I don't ever want you with another Not unless he walk around with armor Remember when i thought that i was chosen Remember when my thoughts would start to open Remember when i rubbed you down with lotion Remember how you looked when you were chokin Heart so cold i think it's finally frozen If it ever melted it'd be broken When i said i loved you i was hopin When you said it back you weren't joking Everything was perfect til it wasn't Remember you were happy on your birthday When i saw u standin with that guy well That's the night that made me feel the worst way When you left me waiting in the city I would think about you every evening Then i figured you were probably cheating So i thought that i would start competing Remember when you called me you were screaming Arguing about a bitches seating Now i understand how i was treating Someone who without my heart ain't beating Loved to rub your stomach when you're bleeding Loved the shows we watched while we were eating Remember on the roof when we were leaving Remember how you looked when you were speeding Loved the way i felt when you were here Hate the way i feel when I'm without you Told me you'd be set with me for years For a second i ain't even doubt you Got so insecure when I'm around you I don't know the way i ever found you You were such a queen i could've crowned you I've got so much to fuckin say about you Should've never sent that fuckin text Should've locked my phone and got some rest God had set me up with such a test Nothin holy about me even left After what you saw you'd never like me Going through my phone you really caught me Bitches weren't shit compared to wifey You were so upset you could've fought me Dramatized i was so traumatized You'd finalize it say you're done with guys But this the only time to improvise I'm hypnotized the words just slipped my mind I lost my mind and i just start to cry Your heart it died i see your heartless eyes My brain was fillin up with lots of lies i could've tried But i apologized Sum lows and highs i was so lost and high I'd drink until I'm left immobilized And fantasize about the butterflies And analyze the things I've memorized And ima try and call when I've arrived Cuz lately i have been so lost inside I know that you could help me calm the vibes I'm hoping that you haven't gone with time