Why Try

Why should I even try I don't wanna lie F*ck with me You will die Staying up all night And i cryyyy All night I don't wanna lie But I wanna fly Yuh but I wanna fly I can't fuckin' do this Slitting on my wrist Sippin' lean Family pissed Girl just kiss me On my lips I can't feel shit Alcohol on my breath It's the taste of death Knife to my fuckin throat Life is just a joke Feelin numb from that toke Bouta have a stroke Kill myself Where's the note? I don't really know Is that a fuckin joke No it ain't Poppin pills and i faint This shit ain't the same Use to do it everyday But then things changes Smokin on that mary jane Drive me insane Life is just fuckin plain Let's play another game Cryin so much like its rain There ain't no gain Sipping lean and Hennessey That's right for me Drinking so much i can't see Why should I even try I don't wanna lie F*ck with me You will die Staying up all night And i cryyyy All night I don't wanna lie But I wanna fly I'm not controlable I'm not gulabul I'm falling down a whole Why should I even try Why should I even try Why should I even try Why should I even try