Fernanganang

Holiness will you hear me confess? I'm in a complete utter mess I'll never escape this time My mind yes is in complete distress I'm headed for hell I guess Because of this heart of mine And when the journey starts Watch me fall apart Watch me as my joy turns to poison Fernanganang I'm not dealing with this weird feeling And I can't keep concealing what's on my mind My head's reeling my heart you're stealing The pills they're dealing are working fine Stuff and nonsense you don't need no-one To interfere but they do sometimes Loneliness versus beauty yes But if you fail this test you'll burn for all time I'm so sore on my knees I'd like to stand up Won't you comfort me please? You still have arms But they're not reaching for me So here I'll stay Looks like I'll never be free I thought I had you But you were joking I see Poor old me Why am I constantly wrong? The fault must be mine but I've tried for so long And now you're gone It's time to write a new song A ballad of love but the ending is wrong The part where we laughed and were getting along Does not belong Holiness I'm meeting with no success I'm losing my game of chess Because of this heart of mine My obsession led me to this transgression And I'm in full depression and I'm not surprised Fernanganang