Suicidal Apathy

Why do I feel like killing myself I never had the strength to do it There are multiple ways to cause the most harm And anything will do to stop this pain Why am I in so much pain I'll make everyone who made me suffer Witness my end All the shit you put me through And all of the tragic times Will come out in a flash of violence Leaving no one alive Telling yourself that it's not worth it Never seems to work Suicides the only solution To free me from this hell Blood flows from my neck And trickles down my arm Blood drops onto my note Smudging what was on Visions turning fuzzy Unable to breathe Choking on my blood and tears Waiting for my vision to become black In the warm arms of death Why do I feel like killing myself I never had the strength to do it There are multiple ways to cause the most harm And anything will do to stop this pain Why am I in so much pain I'll make everyone who made me suffer Witness my end All the shit you put me through And all of the tragic times Will come out in a flash of violence Leaving no one alive Suicidal apathy is the only reason I'm alive Depression and anxiety will make it in due time When the only thoughts you have Are of misery and death It makes it a little easier To make yourself dead Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Suicidal Apathy Why do I feel like killing myself I never had the strength to do it There are multiple ways to cause the most harm And anything will do to stop this pain Why am I in so much pain I'll make everyone who made me suffer Witness my end All the shit you put me through And all of the tragic times Will come out in a flash of violence Leaving no one alive Telling yourself that it's not worth it Never seems to work Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution Suicides the only solution