Flashbacks & Panic Attacks

Sitting in front of the tv, all of sudden I can't breathe He said those words that haunt me, he said those words like they meant nothing I cried in front of you, I got so embarrassed cause I couldn't stop hyperventilating Opening up like this means you will see me with all my layers and all that fear that I've live with I'm sorry that I might flinch when you try to hold me like this He lives on my skin, his hands are in the fibers of my hair, I'm sorry if I'm so fucking scared Distorted senses, with you right here Dropped into this body, feeling him on this skin that I cruelly live in