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I wish that I could go back, wish I did it better At times I wish that we could do it all together 'Cause there's people that I miss, and then there's people I remember And they bring up so much grief I could get lost in it forever I know I need to let go, there's moments that we lose on And even though I said so I doubt that I could move on 'Cause the pain is too strong, I carried it for too long Maybe it's the way I'm holding on I could improve on Or maybe it's the weight of what I lost and how it's over I wish that I could tear open my heart so I could show you Every moment that we had, it seems I hold a little closer Than I did when I was with you, and I'm losing my composure And I'll never have the closure so it's up to me to deal There's days I'm doing fine then I remember how I feel I wish it wasn't like this, I wish this wasn't real I wish that I could let go, I wish that I could heal Here in darkness you'll find me But I'll find my own way home And I'll do this on my own I'm looking for some sign to guide me But I don't know where to start And it's tearing me apart Right now I wish that I could go back, wish it wasn't finished Wish that I could open up my eyes and it be different But every time I close them I'm actually aware That the moment that I open them you'll never still be there But you're always in my dreams, and that probably doesn't help 'Cause they tell me that a dream is a reflection of yourself They say that it's a metaphor of back when you were with me But every single morning I wake up and then it hits me 'Cause there's no-one here beside me. The other side is cold But that coldness doesn't end there, it's here inside my soul I wish that you could feel this, I wish that you could know it I wish that I could go back and steal another moment But I'll never have that option so it's up to me to deal There's days I'm doing fine then I remember how I feel I wish it wasn't like this, I wish this wasn't real I wish that I could let go, I wish that I could heal But while I'm wishing I could heal I'm also wishing I could call you Wish that we could sit or even find a place to walk to 'Cause there's problems you can talk through, and problems that could end it And I'll never be ok. And I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of the pain. I'm sickened with regret I'm haunted by your face and I just wish I could forget I'd pay with all that's in my bank to find a way To plug me into a machine and make it take this all away Every single moment, every conversation All the times I missed you and all the contemplation I tried to distract myself, I tried meditation I've even seen a doctor and he gave me medication But it didn't really help me. It didn't help me heal There's days I'm doing fine then I remember how I feel I wish it wasn't like this, I wish this wasn't real I wish that I could move on, I wish that I could heal Here in darkness you'll find me But I'll find my own way home And I'll do this on my own I'm looking for some sign to guide me But I don't know where to start And it's tearing me apart Right now Here in darkness you'll find me I've been here for far too long And I'm trying to move on This fear of letting go, it binds me I think it's fear of the unknown But I'll find my own way home
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