negative freedom

I don't come from nowhere I been here the whole time Very rarely you see me I don't see your side Anekantavada Only constant karma Every star that's falling Ain't no god in this garden Call me abel cos the cain f*ck me up Call me greed what i need is not enough Over time, over space, I take it all back Every distance There is no cure for me and that's the point Everything wrong with me I own Once sacred parts of me I had to throw away Now I am pure now I am pure W/ poise I'm moving thru this poison rarely coming up for air Beige demons synchronize their swimming grinning ear to ear These ghosts be mostly known for empty threats, hollow be thy names Intrepid steppin over borders that old culture that they claim Table heads be slumping over, given to despair Cowards will be doubled over heads lowered in a prayer We dump your dummy corpses with old data not compiled Fall from grace then from power from the tower of babel All that gained, at a loss