turning pages

Bleeding, till I'm dead My body leaking red These voices in my head I fill my brain with lead In the dark with me and I It's just a lonely time I know life's just a game I put myself to shame I just wanna lie here and die I don't wanna pretend While I'm turning the pages To see how this story ends I can't say I'm getting better no Maybe now I should just let her know I'm so sick I'm so sick of shit Blood so black into seeps into night Ink so red can't bring myself to write Everyday While I turn the page My abyss is my own cage Holding back my lasting rage I cannot break the chain I fear I'll go insane Time goes but the pain does not Life goes but your friends will rot Straying further from the light I know Hoping someone brings me home No one will hear my cries anymore Cause I am a devil, in my core I can't say I'm getting better no Maybe now I should just let her know I'm so sick I'm so sick of shit Blood so black into seeps into night Ink so red can't bring myself to write Everyday While I turn the page I can't say I'm getting better no Maybe now I should just let her know I'm so sick I'm so sick of shit Blood so black into seeps into night Ink so red can't bring myself to write Everyday While I turn the page