GHOST IN THE MOONLIGHT (feat. spells!)

I'm transparent when you look at me A ghost in the moonlight I don't think you're seeing me Cuz nothing really feels right The whispers tell me everything And they said to grab a fuckin knife There's blood everywhere Red stains all on my mind I'll hop on my broom, take flight I'm mixing liquids in my sprite I got purple, red, and white So I'm moving double time Why does life feel so different Shit I needa Klonopin Just to stabilize myself I've been stuck inside this spell Yeah, the magic coming from my wand doesn't help But I swear to god I just feel so compelled to use it I know I abuse it My life is never lucid So I hope that I lose it I'm a soldier I've been wounded In my armour shone moonlit Shinin' bright, yet I'm eluded Put my heart right on the shelf P been workin' thru this hell All my problems that propelled me to wear this diamond belt Compensate my deficits with all this drip I'm tryna fix, put my chips down on a wish All black, chrome hearts on my fit Put my trauma up for bid Sold my house and lost the kids Think I needa get a grip But the pills I can't resist Made of silver, I can't see what's stowed within My reflection's grown into denial's mist Can't reflect on what has gone and passed again I'm transparent when you look at me A ghost in the moonlight I don't think you're seeing me Cuz nothing really feels right The whispers tell me everything And they said to grab a fuckin knife There's blood everywhere Red stains all on my mind I'll hop on my broom, take flight I'm mixing liquids in my sprite I got purple, red, and white So I'm moving double time Why does life feel so different Shit I needa Klonopin Just to stabilize myself I've been stuck inside this spell Call me haunted, the way I see the apparitions Take my medicine but it won't make a difference Can't explain the way I feel from all this sickness Is it sickness when I'm done with my existence I don't ever think I'll find my asylum Silent from the science that I'm always buyin Prescribe me what it takes to lead to my compliance Wishin' I ain't ever told you I was dyin On some, what's another when I'm buggin Top up on the syrup cuz I'm crumblin Cuz I'm crumblin, yeah it's cuz I'm crumblin Hate the person I've become, I used to feel like something Always somethin, yeah it's always somethin Know it's gon' kill me I can't stop it my consumption