She Said

It's 9:55 and my room is spinning Is it a ghost, is it my shadow, is it you I'm kinda wasted, cross faded and I'm super lifted I'm too persistent I know I'm getting annoying but it's you I am missing Dodged a bullet from some crazy bitches, caught it in my hand I got burned, but rather that than have a wound inflicted on my spirit Even in my richer days, I'll still fly spirit No matter the airline, I'll still be high with you Even in this private jet, I'm feeling kinda blue Even in your darkest hour, you gon shine through No you do not wanna hear from me, I understand To disconnect your mind and spirit from my heart was not the plan In these glasses and this suit, I am not no Superman Couldn't save you when you drowned, but I dragged you on the land Tryna resuscitate, the person I took life from Person I said f*ck a car to If you're in need, I'd rather run And she said give me one more reason I should be here Give me another reason to listen to your tears and your faults She said, show me that you're bleeding 'Cuz I do not believe in all this talk I need action or you can walk And I don't care if you ain't mean it You did what you did Said what you said, and that's that on that No apology you give will make me go back on that Been through this toxic shit like Drizzy, it's been back to back Eventually we'll go back to that I am not them other bitches, taking you for granted Actually I did, I just didn't understand it I just met the woman of my dreams on the internet Really though I met my worst nightmare on Facebook Met you on IG, I was scared to death to take a look Inside your soul I found purity and a pot of gold You was tired of the bullshit, it was kinda old These bitches bent you out of shape, but still you never fold Kicked some niggas out my circle then I squared my dome Fresh cut, skin fade, with the razor She knew I was dangerous when she saw me with the taper Timbs on my feet and a 360 waver She said you from New York so you gotta be player She was kinda right I fumbled her heart the way B Rabbit first fumbled the mic And I said Ima show her all the reasons she should be here Show her the reasons why she should wipe all of my tears, accept my faults Ima show her I been bleeding 'Cuz she do not believe in all this talk She need action or she gon walk And I swear to God I ain't mean it I did what I did , said what I said, and that's that on that I'd give anything in this world to go back on that She been through all this fucking trauma, man, back to back