Hurt Myself/Help Myself

I see you in my sleep And believe me when I tell you that it's shit In my dreams you just repeat The words you said and you meant when you left And I would do anything Just to remove your touch from my skin I'd burn it off Don't think that I won't Cos I did it just to hurt myself I hurt myself with you And I just can't seem to help myself to help myself get through Because you're everywhere I look In every page in every book And I'm tired of closing my eyes I'll tear out every page Cos I can't read if I can't see and love is blind My life is mistake after mistake And some mistakes just won't agree to be left behind And I would do anything Just to remove your touch from my skin I'll burn it off Don't think that I won't Cos I did it just to hurt myself I hurt myself with you And I just can't seem to help myself to help myself get through Because you're everywhere I look In every page in every book And I'm tired of closing my eyes Remember when you told me I couldn't be mad at you Remember when you told me I wasn't as sad as you Remember when you told me that she was my fault Remember when you told me to just let it go And I would give up all the good times Just to erase all the bad from my mind So here's to your mental health Really really hoped that it helped Haha